Brooks

Getting better at tumblr!

Even tho I have been using it for a few months now I just figured out how to check my messages and make it so its notifies me when I get them and I also figured out how to make my testimony and about me page show up and enabled my ask box =). I feel like I accomplished a lot today lol.

So many atheists now.

I don’t see why. How can you believe we came from a ape? I know I didn’t. How can you believe everything on this earth and in the universe came from a explosion from a a small dot. Look around, there is no way that happened. Takes more faith and much harder to believe that then in God imo. The more I think about it the more crazy it sounds. Sad that this is what our public schools are teaching us and I can’t believe I believed that when they taught it to me. If atheists don’t want religion in our public schools I don’t think evolution and the big bang should be taught in schools either.

conffused

So confused right now and don’t know what to do. I thought this job with the ymca was going to be a lot better. Paychecks aren’t going to be much at all and almost all of it is going to be used twords gas because the school they put me at is a bit of a drive and sucking my gas down. There are no good paying jobs out its all minimum wage and I would go back to college but I’m not book smart at all and already tried and failed and afraid they won’t give me anymore grants to try again. I don’t know how to get a good paying job, all the good jobs these days require experience and a diploma so its like I’m stuck working minimum wage jobs and not sure what to do. Wish it could be like it use to be where you could get good job and they train you and help you get your certifications. Now its they won’t even look at you if you don’t have them already and have a diploma. 

Being sick and home alone on Easter while the rest of the family gets together sucks =(.